It is quite obvious to me that you are the one God has put on the earth to surf blogs and insure that His Holiness is preserved. At the same time I can’t help but note your tone, I think you are suppressing some feelings; I would encourage you to prayerfully consider your sexuality.
The rhythm of your words and the tone of your sentence structure leads me to believe you are fighting the urge to be attracted to people of your same sex. Please understand that I say this all with conviction in my heart and your best interest in my mind. May God Heal you of your suppressed homosexuality before it’s to late.
God Bless You.